my beloved turned 4 on the 23 may 2012... i had always believed that birthdays must be celebrated on the day itself...and yes, we celebrated his birthday on the day itself at Genting Highlands...he loved it there but he was too tired and sleepy... he waited for his birthday cake at the end of the day and was fascinated by being able to blow the candles and feel special...
indeed, he is very special to me despite my screams and 'i'm going to get the hanger threats'. i recognise his ability and his potential...i pray that i will be able to help him live it up in the right way.... sometimes, i don't understand why he has to feel otherwise.... it breaks my heart that such a feeling has been ignited in his mind...
my darling son, if you ever happen to read this, please know that i have heaps and heaps of love for you....and i knew you are such a wonderful boy because i am your mother. i see you grow... i see you smile and i see your deeds beyond anyone else. i do see you misbehave and i try to see it beyond naked eyes... i know that you have a good heart. you are such a problem solver that mankind will have to benefit from you... baby, you don't need anyone's affirmation or is there a need to please anyone by being a good human being. be all that you can simply because you will want to live your life to the fullest by giving your best to the mankind and to serve Allah... spread your love darling for your mother have so much love to give to this mankind and not one day she has gotten poorer for that reason... and do not ever ever be a prisoner of another's mind... have a blessed life and remember... seek the pleasure of Allah...
he is tired and is disturbed by the fact that there is a spider that he was distracted from...
the spider...
he would not go on the rides...
and the sister...
he waited for this all day long... such pleasure on his face....
happy look...went on the rides until the cows came home...
the day after....he chose the cake...
the many faces of a happy birthday boy...
thank you aunty na....
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